this is my poem about my story.
this is where i think
i might say
what i probably won't
i'm not really a poet, you see
but
point is taken
this is a story
about hope
about breaking
about coping
about love
about loss
about heartbreak
about dying
about understanding
and about giving up.
it's everything
i'm not.
can't seem to understand
if this
is a good thing...
or a bad thing.

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^ sign me! sign me! sign me! ^
sign me once, sign me twice, sign me thrice!
sign my back sign my front sign my...
BOOK!

disclaimer:
hanson loves you a lot
but not so much
as to tell you
something so intense
---the story
is fake.
but...
is quite graphic
with
violence, mostly
some sexual matters
and some drug use
oh yeah, and mental instability
...you have been warned.

prologue
1 ... 2 ... 3 ... 4 ... 5
6 ... 7 ... 8 ... 9 ... 10
11 ... 12 ... 13 ... 14 ... 15
16 ... 17 ... 18 ... 19 ... 20
21 ... 22 ... 23 ... 24 ... 25
26 ... 27 ... 28 ... 29 ... 30
31 ... 32 ... 33 ... 34 ... 35
36 ... 37 ... 38 ... 39 ... 40
41 ... 42 ... 43 ... 44 ... 45
46 ... 47 ... 48 ... 49 ... 50
epilogue


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updated: feb 10, 2k4
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little note box:
i realize the background is insanely annoying, but I am way too lazy to change that (maybe one day...)... all of the little GIF graphics (except taylor over there) on this website come from miscellanenous japanese graphics websites... don't ask me where I got them. I don't really remember.

all of the music lyrics within the story (and trust me, there's a lot... music is a big driving force behind my writing...) belong to their respective writers / performers... I give copyrights at the bottom of each given page. The lyrics on the top graphic all fuzzed out are Oasis's "Stop Crying Your Heart Out"
all artwork and writing , and other non-mentioned things belong to me. please don't steal =)

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